I’ve often been faced with declarations that frown upon people calling those that committed or are prone to committing suicide selfish. In this article, I will give you my view and some of my reasons for them. WARNING: This article contains talk of self-harm, suicide, etc. Why should I have a say in the matter?…
Author: Maria
Breaking the habit of Borderline Procrastination
This time I would like to talk about my habit of getting distracted and avoiding all the things that need to be done – Sometimes even things that I want to do, such as writing! While it is definitely procrastination in parts, it is also due to my borderline mind that I keep doing it….
Streaming with Borderline Personality Disorder
In this post, I would like to talk about some of the hurdles I’ve come across during our streaming sessions. For those that don’t yet know, we (my husband and I) actually started streaming our gaming evenings on Twitch some time ago. The Public Space I think most of us know that being in a…
Musics effect on the mind
There’s no doubt in my mind that music and sounds, in general, affect us all on some level. It can be used to trigger certain moods or to ponder on things, even for meditation purposes. How does it get a hold of my spongey Borderline mind? Let’s find out. The power of sound During the…
VanaVerse
The time has come for my first “promotion”. Don’t worry, this isn’t one of those paid commercials where I try to feed you things you don’t need. This company is life-changing for me and for my husband. I believe it can be that for many people to come! A small origin story When a man…
How Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) affects my Writing
A few times now I’ve taken an unplanned hiatus from writing and left the blog to its own devices for weeks at a time. In this post, I would like to open up about why I think it happens, and what I plan to do going forward. Why I haven’t been posting? The lack of…
Giving up my treasures
You might recall a post about starting my journey and the things that had to go. Now I’ll tell you what exactly I did with all the stuff. Giving out plushies One of the most emotionally painful things to get rid of was my mountain of plushies. Every single one of them had a story…
Taking it (the blog) in a new direction!
In this post, I would like to talk a little bit about my plans for the future regarding the blog and where I am headed with it. The Big Pause Those of you who read my content on a more regular basis (thank you very much for doing so by the way!) may have noticed…
What happened to NBB?!
I wrote a post in August of 2021 talking about the book I was, and still am, working on diligently. This is a follow-up to that one since as you can probably tell, I did not manage to get it out before the end of 2021 as I had planned. What happened? My friends, it…
One Borderline’s Twisted Body Image
In this post, I will take a look at how I view myself through the Borderline’s eyes, and how my relationship with my body has developed since I started my healing journey. DISCLAIMER: This post talks about topics related to eating disorders and self-harm. My Background For those who are just coming to this blog,…