Many who suffer from mental illnesses often hide their pain in expert ways. I was no different. Read more to find out what made me stop wearing the mask!
Category: BPD
All things Borderline Personality Disorder and living with it.
Eye-opening Secrets About BPD Dissociation
Dissociation and the way it feels can often be hard to explain. Read more to find out how I felt during my hardest episode.
Review Of The Hell I Carry By Lucas Derion
As a writer and a person, I am constantly seeking real stories from real people to widen my understanding. I found it in this autobiography by Lucas Derion.
Are You Being a Coward? (3 Manifestations)
I was inspired to do an inner inventory after I listened to a podcast online. Join me as I write about how my cowardice affected my life
On the taboo of Negative emotion
All my life, I have been avoiding the “bad” or “negative” feelings such as anger or frustration. Or at least tried not to show them. By doing so I ended up experiencing bursts of absolutely terrifying blind rage and more, all the way to the sensation of being nothing but an insignificant spec of dust…
Breaking the habit of Borderline Procrastination
This time I would like to talk about my habit of getting distracted and avoiding all the things that need to be done – Sometimes even things that I want to do, such as writing! While it is definitely procrastination in parts, it is also due to my borderline mind that I keep doing it….
Streaming with Borderline Personality Disorder
In this post, I would like to talk about some of the hurdles I’ve come across during our streaming sessions. For those that don’t yet know, we (my husband and I) actually started streaming our gaming evenings on Twitch some time ago. The Public Space I think most of us know that being in a…
One Borderline’s Twisted Body Image
In this post, I will take a look at how I view myself through the Borderline’s eyes, and how my relationship with my body has developed since I started my healing journey. DISCLAIMER: This post talks about topics related to eating disorders and self-harm. My Background For those who are just coming to this blog,…
Tripple Threat of Triggers
In this post, I will talk a little bit about my Triple Threat of Triggers, the TTT, also known as vulnerabilities. These three things have been present throughout my Borderline journey, for better and for worse. DISCLAIMER: Contains talk of substance abuse, eating disorders, etc. Blessed intoxication As many of you may know, BPD (Borderline…
The Void
The other day I felt extremely dissociative, and soon after, I fell into a pit in my mind I had never before had the pleasure to observe fully. I would like to do my best to depict that state I was in, the state I have since then started calling “The Void”. What is The…