In this age of obsession over false truths, how can one find True Happiness? Join me as I take a look at how I learned to live in contentment.
Are You Being a Coward? (3 Manifestations)
I was inspired to do an inner inventory after I listened to a podcast online. Join me as I write about how my cowardice affected my life
Conclusion of 2022, Resolutions
2022 has come to an end, and I wanted to reflect on my goals as well as make some new resolutions for the coming year. It has been exciting, many changes have happened, and more is to come! How did I do with my 2022 goals, and what are my plans for the future? Things…
How to get out of the Housewife’s Closet?
I have been wrestling with a secret for quite a while, and it has been weighing on me. That is, how on earth am I going to break it to my family that I am actually, truly a housewife? That my life will be lived not in the glorified field of back-breaking labor but instead,…
Imagine if you trained your reading muscle
I was browsing Reddit to kill some time and came by a post talking about the discouragement and embarrassment of slow reading. This lead me to think about my own journey as a writer and a reader, as I used to be an extremely poor reader back in grade school. I started pondering: How come…
Ready, Set, Learn! (Review of “How To Learn Anything: Learn efficient self-education techniques to quickly become an expert in anything by Daisy C. O’Donnell)
In the search for new ways to elevate myself, I stumbled on some ideas about learning things faster. As a result, I browsed through the Kindle Unlimited Realm and found a book called “How To Learn Anything: Learn efficient self-education techniques to quickly become an expert in anything” by Daisy C. O’Donnell. It seemed to…
3 (Non-Religious) Reasons why I chose the Housewife Life
I was writing my journal one day, as one does when trying to make sense of their Soulscape, and I stumbled upon my feelings of shame and guilt that relate to many parts of my life. Unfortunately, they have carried on to my journey to become a housewife, so I had to address those feelings….
On the taboo of Negative emotion
All my life, I have been avoiding the “bad” or “negative” feelings such as anger or frustration. Or at least tried not to show them. By doing so I ended up experiencing bursts of absolutely terrifying blind rage and more, all the way to the sensation of being nothing but an insignificant spec of dust…
Becoming Mrs. Maria Vana
The short version of my journey would be that in my past I got in with the wrong kind of people, got betrayed by friends, suffered from the trauma of my parent’s separation and the following solitude, and later on got into games. In one of these games, FFXIV, I experienced a lot of lows…
Struggling with traditions
In the past, I have tried so hard to keep a hold of various traditions. Pumpkin carving, a horror movie around Halloween, and Nightmare Before Christmas at, well, Christmas. The struggle to keep some cohesion and order in my chaotic life led to an unhealthy attachment towards these things which I held on to with…